ARTIST STATEMENT:
I was a little apprehensive about the Fireside chat at
first. I thought it would go super long and I would be super tired and not want
to be there. I had an absolute blast. It was such an enriching experience to
get to see all of my classmates perform and get to see what they had created
and what they came up with. It was fun and entertaining and I was completely
wrong about what I though the experience was going to be.
When deciding what I wanted to do for the fireside chat the
only things I was sure of for a long time is that I wanted to play a vinyl.
Vinyl records mean so much to me and a lot of the ones I own are sentimental in
multiple ways. I love vinyls because they are all about connection and
tangibility and then have scratches and static but you forgive them for those
small imperfections because you love them. This was the fundamental belief that
I wanted to communicate; the belief that you have to be able to give and receive
love past imperfections and mistakes. That is when I knew that I had to tell
the story of my brother , my family, and I. I wasn’t trying to be like “oh look
how righteous I am”, it wasn’t about that at all. It was just the biggest
moment in my life where I can look back and see where that belief formulated
and the gratitude I have for that belief now. I decided to play the Jackson 5 record with
the song I’ll be there because that
best demonstrated the love that my brother did/does have for me and how he just
made one little mistake. I wore the overalls and the hat because that is how I
dressed when I was 12 and wanted people to be able to look at me as a little
kid and be able to tell that I was relating a story that was from my own past
and better be able to empathize and see what occurred through the eyes of a
child.
I was super nervous at sharing something so personal for
fear of judgment, but that was the best part about eh fireside chat was that we
all just have this love and understanding for one another and really open up. Like I said before, it was great to get to
watch everyone and I feel a lot closer to the class (yeah yeah that’s pretty corny)
because people were being so open and just going for it I think that allowed
those that followed to be more comfortable and to express the real them a
little more in their performance.